Anonymous asked: what arae you working on

a letter, tht I havent had time to finish.

Anonymous asked: why are you so sad to begin with

we all go through a downhill slope every once in a while. Im trying to be happy, you know. I take my medication,I try to enjoy nature and the beautiful sunsets here in Germany, I try to stay in big crowds of my brothers here so Im not always alone. I take pleasure in my job, though its almost got me killed hundreds of times.lol. ummmm I go out for walks and think of happy memories. Im trying to be optimistic. Im not at full peace yet, but I will be as soon as I finish something Ive been working on for the past month and a half, but has kept me delaying it due to my damn job always taking my time.

Anonymous asked: you are really depressing

im sorry.would you like me to pretend Im happy? cause I can do that.

Anonymous asked: why? have you ever watched a movie in another language besides english? does it make you upset when people stare at? sushi? what are you listening to? explain your day? what was your worst experience? good mood? last 5 texts? does everything happen for a reason in your opinion? is it ever too late for you? do you wanna get married? how many friends do you have? are you angry? what is a goal of yours?

yes I have watched a movie in another language, I speak english,spanish,and german.i No it does not upset me when people stare because I am a very observant person. I love sushi, or any oriental food at that. I am listening to BLOODBANK by Bon Iver… well my day just started, I got piss tested, had to do a shit ton of push ups, later gonna check if my stryker (giant armored vehicle) is functioning. then prepare for next week, were going out to do what we do best.hmm worst experience? id say..no nevermind. am i in a good mood? i try to be I really do. my happy pills help a little :/ hmm my last texts wee work related. i do believe everything happens for a reason, though sometimes we can change it. Sometimes I feel like its too late, sometimes I have a little hope..i do wanna be married some day.but not soon or for a really long time. I have very little friends. because theres very few i trust. now my platoon, thats family. hmm i get angry often. but i have an emotional disorder. i just got checked for it last week..Generally id say i have my goods and flaws. my goal. ive reached my goal.

Anonymous asked: do you like pizza? do you open up to a lot of people? who has seen you cry the most? are you scared of snakes? spiders? is there anything in your past that you’d like to try again? what are you thinking about? who introduced you to tumblr? who did you last say “i love you” too? any piercings, tattoos? how was your attendance record during your time at school?

Hello there stranger.Well i have a few minutes to spare before going back I have to gear up again. Well, lets see. I do indeed love pizza, and no i do not open up to alot of people,Im very cautious of who I speak to from the inside. Am I scared of snakes or spiders? i love snakes and hate the hell out of spiders lol hmmmmm theres alot in my past….that i would like to try again, but sometimes you only get one chance and its all gone. Lets see. Im always thinking about why I do the things I do, which is make stupid decisions and regret them after they are executed, I was introduced to tumblr by my best friend.hmm i said i love you a couple months back, but id rather not talk about that please. ummmmmmmm I love tattoos im planning my back piece and i used to have snake bites, god damn i miss them. and lets see last question, my attendance in highschool was shit, including my  grades, thats why i joined the army infantry, because thats the only thing I would be good at, and can do right….tell me about yourself?

Anonymous asked: dk why in following your blog because you never reblog about anything besides boohoo shit or the marines

then go unfollow me, I dont give a fuck.Its not like Im on here often anyways I actually got shit to do.

Anonymous asked: are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

if i have the chance to :/